Tips on coping with the anxiety and stress of these times

With the coronavirus putting us into another month of quarantine It can be really hard on everyone mentally and physically. It’s really hard to be stuck inside all day, every day but the sooner everyone does their part and stays inside the faster life will be back to normal. 

Here are some tips to help you focus on all the good there is to come. First It’s okay to feel sad or angry about being under quarantine. It’s a hard time. A lot of people lost loved ones. Birthdays, Weddings, etc. couldn’t be celebrated. Start writing a journal about what’s happening in the world. It’ll be crazy to find it ten years later and remember all that went on. It’ll also remind you to stay grateful for all the little things you were able to do before this happened.  Create a routine for yourself,

this will help you after quarantine is over and help you get back to normal.

 If you’re having a hard time with depression, anxiety, etc. Try to mind your thoughts, reach out to someone you trust,  find something you love to do, start journaling your feelings, take notice of what or who hurts you, start meditating, find something you’re grateful for. Notice how you talk about yourself, start limiting your time on social media, check-in with yourself how do you feel about what’s going on?

Something that can also help is how much rest you get, go for a walk/run outside, create a new playlist, find a new hobby or activity, drink more water, admire yourself.

With all the negative that’s going on it’s so easy to get sucked in and dwell on that but hopefully it’s almost over. Use the rest of quarantine to discover who you are, find new talents, Heal.

Don’t let your mind and body take hits from a negative world, take a step back and try to remember all the fun and good that’s to come.

Coping with a crisis

In my seventeen years of living, I’ve never experienced such a crisis. People extremely sick, lives being taken away, students conditioning how to manage remote learning, and businesses closed. Many times I’ve seen movies where a pandemic takes over society. Their normal lives are not seen for a while and I never believed this would have occurred in real life

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Autumn the kitten Shauna Melgar

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The city of Lawrence is now in quarantine due to a virus that is killing people globally. It was initiated in November 2019 in China and began to spread all over the world. Sadly, it ended up in Lawrence and many were infected which resulted in social distancing. In one way, this pandemic brought many families together. In our normal lives, there are various hardworking parents who work seven days a week to have their children feel like kings and queens.

Currently, many people are home jobless and worried about how they will pay their expenses. Mommy and daddy have high stress since they had just refinanced the house before this all occurred. Many families are facing difficulties, looking at how to cope with this pandemic.

My mixed emotions stress me out each day. I feel depressed because I’m in quarantine. I feel nervous because online learning isn’t my best way of learning. Lastly, I feel joy waking up every morning to a breakfast table with my family. We’ve never been able to spend this much time together since we all work and my sisters and I go to school. Not only do I feel satisfied because I am with my family but also I have more time with my kitten. 

February 28, 2020, my parents got me a kitten for my sadness and stress. They knew how much stress I had with school and how much I love kittens. My kitten’s name is Autumn. She’s an orange and white kitten and is the cutest thing ever. Autumn was bought from MSPCA and had a lower price because she is also different. She used to be abused by her previous owners and is an extremely sad distant kitten. When she was brought home to me, we connected and she came right to me. It was almost like we felt each other’s sadness. For this reason, I love my kitten since she is one and only.

 Each morning we sleep in until 10, eat breakfast together and by the afternoon, she’s lying on my bed while I do homework. To me, this kitten is like the chocolate cake a fat kid loves. I never knew a pet animal would bring such contentment. If it wasn’t for this kitten I don’t know what I would’ve done. Usually, in my normal life, I go for a drive to distract my mind. Without being in quarantine I sought ways to get rid of my sadness but now my kitten does it all.

The day we are released from quarantine I will finally be able to inhale a different air beside my kittens breathing since were always together. The first place I am going is to the park with my kitten, where we can both receive fresh air. This coronavirus needs to end soon so people could stop getting sick and dying. This is a tragedy that needs to end soon.

Many families are praying for this to end since everyone is tired of this pandemic. Together let’s pray so we can go on with our normal life. “Sometimes all it takes is one prayer to change everything.” Do you pray?

Editor’s Note: Shauna Melgar is a Lawrence High School Early College student at NECC. She wrote this for an English Composition 102 class and agreed to share her story with the NECC Observer.

Relecting on quarantine

As I write this a grand total 26 days have elapsed since the last time I set foot inside an educational facility. I used to dread hearing the ringing sound coming from the phone beside me every day at five o’clock, and the almost dozen repetitions of that sound coming from yet another alarm because my finger “accidentally” clicked the snooze button.

The way I trudged to the bathroom in a string light lit room and almost always collided with my dresser on my way out the door. The light buzz I received from squinting my eyes at the mirror trying to see a clearer image of the reflection staring back. The way I’d sing or play music in an attempt to energize myself that miserably failed by the time I got to my bedroom to fetch an outfit and “accidentally” stumbled into my sheets again to rest my eyes.

Eventually I’d roll out of my bed to the voice in my head screaming from the confines of my brain “get up unless you want to look like a hobo” and apparently that was all the incentive I needed to quickly get ready every morning for 180 days out of the year. If you could only imagine my shock at what happened next.

On the morning of March 13th (Friday the 13th, appropriate right?), I woke up with an eerie feeling of dread as I scrolled through the slew of text messages that appeared on my phone. A large sum of them were filled with emojis and exclamation points to represent the feelings of glee that protruded over the fear concerning a worldwide pandemic, while others were just glad to sleep for a couple of hours. I was impartial. I wanted to take a test. I had vigorously, and I mean vigorously, prepared for the night before but a couple of hours of sleep couldn’t have hurt right?

Later on in the day our fate as students was declared, as our school scheduling closure for another month, sending everyone’s plans into limbo.  The look of shock that invaded my expression was evident.  As  I quickly refreshed the page countless times with a probable gleam of panic flashing in my eyes. After a couple of minutes of refreshing only to get the same announcement, I slowly came to the realization that I was going to be trapped within the four corners and two stories of my house for the next month.

Although this pandemic allowed for a lot of students including myself to have a slight break from our daily rigors, it also provided a condemnation to remain in the place I so desperately try to avoid. Ever since my older siblings had moved on from our house and onto their own, I always called my house the place where boredom creeps into my mind.

My house can feel like a steel inescapable box that is shrouded in boredom and the only oxygen that helps everyday become just a little more bearable is the knowledge that I get to leave it every day for a change of environment. Albeit it’s school. As I reflect over the last 26 days of quarantine I find that although I have solitude in my room away from others, I can’t escape the feeling of envy for: the trees whistling due to the wind, the wild animals who get to bask in the sunlight, the leaves that are free to roam the streets, the birds that have the privilege to fly from one area to the next and feel of the brisk spring winds against their wings, as well as the clouds which pass over the area minute by minute, hour by hour, and day by day seeing a view of the city.

Unlike the morning schedule I had before, most of my days consist of doing nothing or engaging in an activity I find uninteresting after a short time. My mornings start at a reasonable time but the time I leave my bed is usually hours after I first open my eyes. I talk to friends now and then but it isn’t the same as the everyday chats we had at school nor is it supposed to be. The hours and days pass too quickly but in the moment not fast enough, as my main location of operation remains my bed.

Having a sudden abundance of time gives an individual time to review their life and as I come to think of it, I’ve grown to be almost grateful for the morning schedule I loathed at the time but dearly miss now. I’ve come to the conclusion that a scheduled sequence of tasks to complete gave me a sense of purpose and now that it’s been stripped away, it’s plunged me into a hole of uncertainty and ultimately boredom.

Editor’s Note: Grace Tumushabe is a Haverhill High School Early College student at NECC. She wrote this for her English Composition 102 class and agreed to share her story with the NECC Observer. 

 

 

Minds with purpose: Student shares passion for helping others connect

Jeruys Santiago
Jeurys Santiago Patty Gosselin, Campus Life Editor

In his first semester at NECC, business transfer major Jeurys Santiago attended a “Lunch and Learn” event, part of a series put on by the Center for Business and Accounting, and he became inspired by fellow student Daniel Keating’s presentation. Keating sparked a flame in Santiago when he presented the idea that two major companies: Uber and Airbnb, had become extremely successful without owning their own vehicles or properties. Santiago, who considers himself an entrepreneur, thought about how he could replicate that business model to suit him and his goals, and that’s where the idea for Minds With Purpose (MWP), Santiago’s self-made networking platform, came to be.

“What I like doing is helping people and connecting people with others who can help them achieve their goals,” said Santiago. He decided to create a networking platform where he could do that and also create a profitable business at the same time. The profits aren’t the bottom line for Santiago. In MWP’s first year, his plan is to focus on visibility and getting the word out there. “I don’t chase money, I chase genuine connections, money isn’t everything,” said Santiago.

MWP launched with an introduction video posted to Instagram on an account with less than 500 followers; the video was viewed over 2,000 times and shared 100 times in followers’ stories, said Santiago. “I live in Lawrence and thats a city that has a lot of violence and drug use, so when we put that video out we made a powerful statement, ‘were going to be the change we want to see,’” said Santiago.

The first MWP event, which premiered in December 2019, was a “giveback challenge,” reminiscent of the viral “ice bucket challenge” which promoted awareness of amyotrophic lateral sclerosis, or ALS. MWP’s “giveback challenge” encouraged followers to do a good deed and repost it, tagging others to encourage them to do another good deed, and so on. It’s an ongoing challenge so Santiago’s hope is that people continue to share the message of giving back.  MWP’s next event, “A Merry Christmas Giveaway,” held at the end of December 2019, supplied 60-70 people in need with all types of winter clothing.

“I started MWP to show people that the support you need is right in front of you, in your own community,” said Santiago. Santiago’s community is Lawrence and he noticed how many people around him were musicians, so he created “Music Mondays,” hosted by MWP, with the intent of giving local artists exposure in a sober setting to brighten up the first day of the week. The first event went very well, according to Santiago, and they were able to give the winner a substantial prize. Santiago’s goal is to have “Music Mondays” be a more regular event, and to expand it to other music scenes in nearby cities, they’re currently working on one for Haverhill.  Eventually they plan to incorporate fashion shows and work with local, upcoming brands, models and designers, according to Santiago.

“Being here at NECC helped me,” said Santiago. He said he’s always had a business/entrepreneur mindset but that NECC provided him with resources he couldn’t get elsewhere and helped him learn how to network and use LinkedIn properly. “Sheila Muller helped me with a lot of connections. When I needed a venue, she connected me with someone she knew who operated a loft space in Lawrence,” said Santiago.

Santiago isn’t a new entrepreneur, in his past he’s sold bracelets and hats out of his dad’s barber shop in New York City, and he sold Yu-Gi-Oh cards as a kid. Santiago runs MWP while also juggling five classes, but he attributes NECC with teaching him things like different marketing techniques. Economics class taught him about profits, and Intro to Business with Chuck Phair, explained entrepreneurship, solopreneurship, corporations, and nonprofits. Santiago says he’ll use the skills learned in Intro to Public Speaking in his business from now on.

Santiago’s ability to connect with people is what helps him be successful, he says. “Theres no losing in helping people in your community and I know that I can make a change in the cities around me.”

Eventually Santiago would like to create an app for MWP, and even further down the line, a paid membership model where one flat rate would be paid for all events attended.

MWP has been hit hard by the spread of Coronavirus and the ongoing closures of event spaces and social distancing since MWP is all about bringing people together said Santiago. Along with changing his business model, Santiago now has the added challenge of completing his degree online. Still, he’s keeping MWP alive with a new podcast called “Talks With Purpose” which will continue to give local artists and businesses exposure.

 

Student athletes hold onto optimism in a state of chaos

Recently due to the ongoing COVID-19 virus pandemic, all activities, schools, and businesses not deemed essential have been cancelled and closed down till further notice.  These are all a part of our daily lives, and this is going to greatly affect the way we live until this situation starts to calm down. Most schools including NECC have now transitioned to online learning, but unfortunately sports were unable to do the same, and are now forced to be cancelled for the  rest of their season.  For student-athletes this is a dramatic change because they’re not only missing out on an on-campus education, but they’re also missing out on the opportunity to practice and compete for their school.

NECC student-athlete Tim Dodier gave an interview via cellphone and stated “We just have to stay optimistic right now, and hope for the best.  It’s tough with basketball because we don’t have access to the facilities or equipment that the school usually provides.  Which makes training at home a lot harder and it requires way more discipline. Unfortunately it’s the only thing we can all do right now to train and stay in shape.” Says Dodier.

Alex Montanez is the Over watch team captain for the NECC Esports team, and he had some positive things to say via cellphone regarding the cancellation of their season. “It’s unfortunate, we’ve all been working really hard and we were ready to compete in the playoffs.  But at the end of the day I’m just thankful for the friends I made, and the opportunity to play together as a team.”

The NECC Esports team had a very successful season and were about to enter the playoffs, but unfortunately they will have to wait until next season to compete again. Esports, Rocket League team captain, Christian Bova stated via Cellphone  “The outcome of this season was unfortunate, but at the end of the day we know we’re one of the best teams.  So now we have to let this motivate us to stay positive, work hard, and come back even better next year.”  Says Bova.

Many of the NECC student-athletes are staying dedicated, and resilient in the face of these challenging times.  Their hard work and commitment not only show their true character, but will also be rewarded with success once they begin competing again.

 

SGA discusses possibilities for 2020 graduates

The Northern Essex Community College Commencement and Executive Committees conferred with the school’s Student Government Association recently to address how NECC’s 2020 graduation proceedings and teaching rules will be affected by coronavirus-caused social distancing guidelines recently mandated by Mass. Governor Charlie Baker (R).

 Via the first-ever SGA public Zoom meeting, a communication format which will replace the student government’s usual in-person, weekly public meetings for an indefinite period of time. SGA members spoke with Commencement Committee chairs Ernie Greenslade, Susan Shain and Janice Rogers as well as with Executive Committee chair Sheila Muller, whose body oversees and facilitates processes related to NECC’s finances, academics and many other committees. The Commencement Committee chairs discussed with SGA members how to best execute what will almost certainly be a virtual 2020 graduation ceremony, and Muller detailed the college’s plans to avoid implementing an accommodating pass/fail grading system (in lieu of its usual letter grade methodology) despite NECC classes’ recent conversion to a new, totally online learning format.

She was, however, receptive to SGA President Samantha Cook’s suggestion to encourage professors to grade leniently and accommodatingly during a pandemic which has caused many students, especially parents who attend NECC, extra work (and consequent stress) like homeschooling children who usually go to school outside of the house. Overall, the cooperation between the SGA and college committee members seemed to confirm the SGA’s long-standing claim that it is the liaison between the student body and NECC higher-ups. With Greenslade even saying, “We’re working with the SGA and other students to finalize the details [of our plans].”

Greenslade said that the college’s scheduled May 16 graduation ceremony will almost definitely be cancelled and added that she and other commencement committee members feel skeptical about postponing the ceremony until later this year. She justified this skepticism by reasoning that when social distancing guidelines will be lifted remains unclear. So, instead of planning to hold a conventional ceremony this year, a gathering which Greenslade said usually attracts about 3,000 people, the college reported that Greenslade is entertaining the idea of a virtual commencement. She explained to student government members, “We were thinking of having a virtual, asynchronous celebration in August, and there would be different aspects to it. One would be a site. I don’t know if that would be a website or what it would be.” Editor’s Note: The college has since announced that it would hold a virtual graduation in August. 

Greenslade further detailed the possible attributes of the hypothetical webpage by saying, “[On it] we would have commencement highlights. We’d have remarks from [NECC President] Lane [Glenn]; we’d have remarks from our [student] speaker…And we’d have recognition of all the grads, you know, maybe a listing of the names, maybe a reading of all the names.”

In addition to the use of a website to deliver speaker remarks and important information to 2020 graduates, a virtual commencement would, according to Greenslade, also involve sending hard materials out to students: “The other big part would be that each graduate receives a celebration package that would have maybe their cap, hopefully their diploma, a gift from the alumni office…It would be a celebration in a box, kind of.”

This physical component and the website, said Greenslade, could together be used to replicate an in-person graduation ceremony, as students could take and send to the college via the commencement webpage some photos and videos of themselves holding their graduation gifts. These photos and videos would then be used by the Commencement Committee, claimed Greenslade: “We’ll share that on the site. And, at the end, we’d like to do a video that includes snippets from the speeches, includes all the content that we get submitted from students [with their package gifts]. It’s a celebration video.”

Commencement Committee chairs also reported that NECC President Lane Glenn is pushing to give 2020 graduates the option to walk in the 2021 graduation line, a move which would likely mean the appropriation of funds (to the 2021 commencement) larger than the usual amount of money dedicated to graduation ceremonies says  Greenslade.

However, SGA members and Muller pointed out that students need to provide outfit measurements in order to receive garments that fit them (students usually order and pay for their own gowns). Therefore, according to members and Muller, caps and gowns would be incompatible with a non-personalized, surprise-oriented graduation package. However, this observation was made after Greendale, Shain and Rogers had left the meeting. It is possible that Muller will, per the description of her occupation, reach out to the chairs to notify them of the conclusion reached by the student government. Whether or not students would be paying for caps and gowns they receive in the package (if they receive any garments at all) is also unknown at this time.

Greenslade repeatedly emphasized that the 2020 virtual commencement ceremony concept is still in its early planning stages and that no real finalizations to the plan have been made.

Muller stressed that even though some community and four-year colleges in Mass. have committed to using a lenient pass/fail grading system for the rest of the spring 2020 semester, NECC’s administration, namely Academic and Student Affairs Vice President Bill Heinemen, currently favors retention of a letter grade system. She explained this inclination by saying, “They are steering away from pass/fail only because it could affect financial aid and GPAs and how transfers work.”

Essentially, this means that NECC does not want to risk losing federal and state grants whose delivery to the college is contingent upon student recipients’ trying to maintain GPAs above a certain threshold. After all, the US and Mass. governments routinely, through methods such as reviewing professors’ roster reports and recipients’ grades, check on grant recipients’ academic statuses and progress. And it is unclear how pass/fail grades would be factored into a semester or cumulative GPA assessment paramount in determining whether or not aid should be delivered to a student. Furthermore, four-year institutions that 2020 graduations plan to transfer to in the fall of 2020 may not use or accept pass/fail grades So  the transfer of NECC credits from a pass/fail spring 2020 semester to a four year degree at a university which does not use pass/fail could be impossible.

But Muller, who is also a business professor at NECC, did express that leniency, just not in the form of pass/fail, should be adopted by the college. She added after Cook brought up how the pandemic has brought unforeseen stress into the lives of students, especially students whose children or siblings usually attend school away from home but must now be homeschooled by (or at least with the help of) their parents or siblings. Muller responded to Cook’s point by articulating, “Bill Heinemen has made it very, very clear to all faculty to think about the difficulties of what students are experiencing, lack of technology, lack of internet, loss of jobs and work. So all of that taken into consideration, to be lenient on deadlines, to really try to reach out to students and to try to engage them in different ways, find substitutions, or whatever it might be…I can’t promise that every faculty member is going to be doing that, but that’s something that Bill is very strongly encouraging.”

Muller recommended that students having trouble with a specific professor’s course requirements during the pandemic should contact other faculty, herself or other committee chairs and/or the dean of the department the professor teaches for. She said that these contacts could effectively communicate with a professor and inform them of a student’s concerns, while allowing any student who comes forward with complaints to remain anonymous.

Corona-cation: A high school student reflects on quarantine

A day in the life of a 16-year-old in Quarantine. Each day starts off with the grating voice of my mother asking me if I am going to sleep the day away. I peel open my tired eyes to see the room fully lit with the rays of the radiant sun. Peering at the clock in the corner of the room that reads 10:30. A few weeks ago sleeping in until 10:30 Am on a weekday would be the best thing on the planet! Sadly it is not just an ordinary day it is another day in Quarantine.

I roll out of bed and change my pajamas into a fresh pair of other pajamas and slump my way downstairs. I serve my self breakfast and open my laptop to a screen filled to the brim with emails from my teachers assigning me classwork at all hours of the day. I am hushed by my sister who is on a zoom call with one of her classes. I have to tiptoe around my house so I don’t interrupt her call. Almost every day I am also forced to go on one of these awkward online lectures where all the students put the camera to the ceiling to hide their bed.

After many hours of staring at a dimly lit computer screen and many unprecedented social media breaks my school work finally is finished. I spend the rest of the day finding things to keep myself busy. I try to do something productive like clean my room or organize. I try to dedicate some of my day to art whether it is drawing, painting, or taking pictures. The days seem to drag on and continue to have the same ongoing events.

My mom makes us go on walks with the dog every day to get us all out of the house. I go for long drives with no destination. Just to get out of the house. When the sun goes down the TV comes on and the cycle continues. With no school, it’s crazy how many hours there really is in a day. 

COVID-19 has flipped my schedule upside down. Everything from school life to home life is being thrown off.

School life has changed drastically, it changed from waking up at 5:30 Am, to attending classes for six-plus hours and being around a thousand plus kids all day. As well as attending practice for hours after school. Now school is on the computer. I wake up at any time and begin whenever I please. I communicate with my teachers on Zoom, an  online website where  the audio cuts in and out and poor video quality. My teachers request you to show your face to make sure you are paying attention which is embarrassing because the entire class sees that you haven’t showered yet. Due to online school, I no longer see people in the hallway or my friends in class. I miss the social interaction. Being stuck at home all-day has me feeling like a modern-day Rapunzel locked in a tower. 

Being stuck in the house for weeks and weeks has really opened my eyes to a lot of things. Such as how much social interaction you really get from being in school. I miss my friends and the people I see daily. It really feels like something is missing out of my day with no social interaction. Also being in quarantine has shown me how much I really leave the house every day. I used to be home to just eat sleep, wake up and then leave. I’ve come to realize how much I love my house. During this quarantine, I’ve completely redone my room and now it’s where  I spend all my time. Being home has also made me so grateful for the things I have. I have gotten so used to leaving the house for whatever I needed, such as the store, restaurants or even going over a friend’s house. Having all these things that you are used to doing daily taken away from you makes you really grateful for having it in the first place. 

Quarantine and COVID-19 are the thieves of my junior year. They have taken many things away from me. I have to miss out on my junior prom because of quarantine. I had spent months finding the perfect dress and spent a lot of time waiting for it. I am also missing out on my two best friends Birthdays. Due to Quarantine, I couldn’t celebrate either of their birthdays with them. COVID-19 has also stolen my spring sport away from me. I can’t go to fun practices or participate in races with my team. 

 Medical mask and blue latex gloves are the newest fashion trend. Going to the supermarket is something straight out of a horror film. There’s nothing on the shelves and people just look s though they are on edge. There is a weird feeling I get when I leave my house. The streets are empty and the only lights on are inside the houses. The death rates of people rise by over 100 daily. Someone please wake me up from this nightmare. I don’t want to listen to the news anymore. I would like for things to go back to normal. Yet I don’t think they will any time soon. At first, I wasn’t worried about the virus at all but then when the school got closed everything became a little too real. I worry about my health as well as the health of my family and others around the world.

Editor’s Note: Emily Gosselin is a Haverhill High School Early College student at NECC. She wrote this essay for an English Composition 102 class and agreed to share her story with the Observer. 

An essential worker shares her story

As a journalism student it is difficult to write about oneself, it’s discouraged really. However, as a student, single parent, essential healthcare worker, potentially high-risk individual in the middle of a pandemic, I am compelled to share my story.  

My name is Isae Grullon. I am 33 years old. I am the mother of a 14-year-old high school freshman who is currently taking classes online. Her voice lessons are now virtual via Skype. Since October we have been going to dance practices twice weekly for her cousin’s quinceañera. It was supposed to be in May but has been postponed for now.

I am a journalism student at NECC, expected to graduate in the spring of 2021.The pandemic hit the US just a few weeks before spring break. Spring break came and went, and we never resumed our normal schedules. It’s taken some time and some discipline but online is how we will see this semester through.  

“Unit Coordinator” is my title at Massachusetts General Hospital. My role is considered essential and unable to be done remotely. At work, policies and protocols seem to change nearly every day. Each shift brings something new to process. Initially it was just hand hygiene and social distancing or “physical distancing” as the president of MGH prefers to call it. On March 19th visitors went from being limited to restricted and only allowed into the hospital under very special circumstances. By the end of March, we all had to wear masks and sanitize our hands before getting past one of the four entrances that were open to only employees.

On April 1st, the COVID Pass app was implemented. We must log in every day before our shifts to confirm that we remain symptom free. When we walk in to the building we must be prepared to show security our ID badge and our COVID Pass. Then and only then are we allowed to move on to the hand sanitizing and mask stations. April 1st was also the day my unit started taking on patients who are waiting on their results but aren’t well enough to be sent home from the emergency room. Those that test positive are moved to other floors designated for positive patients. Patients with negative results are discharged if safe to do so or sent to floors where only confirmed negative patients are being cared for other issues. April 1st…. what an ironically cruel joke.  

I am told MGH is all over the news. Friends text me with their concerns. I remain willfully unaware. It’s hard to watch the news when you are actively living the biggest news story every day. Although I am a unit coordinator and do not have direct contact with patients, I feel like I carry the weight of the floor in my bones. By the end of each shift my ribs hurt, my back aches and the toll of deep breathing through my mask in an effort to control my anxiety is evident. I leave the building and can’t remove my mask fast enough. It’s relief and dread all in one because now I’ll go home and remove my clothes and shoes in the hall, get in the shower, wipe down my purse and hope I’ve gotten rid of any trace of disease that could have potentially entered my home. After, and only after this process can I hug my daughter who eagerly awaits her mother’s embrace. She’s 14 and theoretically old enough to understand but she is a sensitive child who likes to hug everyone she is fond of. In the beginning it was difficult, but she is getting used to our new routine.  

Some days, while I try to escape in my own mind, I go back to December 31st. While everyone was celebrating the new year, “2020 is going to be amazing!”, I was alone in a hospital room contemplating my new diagnosis of multiple sclerosis; a new autoimmune issue to add to the ones I already had. 2020 was so full of hope. It was the year of “perfect vision”. This was going to be the year everyone got their life together.  It was actually quite a rough start to the year: so many deaths, narrowly missing the start of WWIII. I’m sure many folks out there regret uttering, “this can’t get any worse”. It’s mid-April…just look at us now. Hope is but a distant memory of tomorrow.

Student government reacts, responds to campus closure

Members of Northern Essex Community College Student Government Association and their college-employed advisor, who together hold weekly public SGA meetings at NECC, say that the indefinite closure of most NECC public services and operations due to the spread of novel coronavirus has plunged the college’s student government into unchartered, unfriendly territory but add that they think adaptation to the constantly escalating public health crisis will occur swiftly and efficiently.

The organization’s president, Samantha Cook, secretary/record-keeper, Chloe Upham, and advisor, Stephanie Haskell (who certifies student government votes and is also the coordinator of the NECC Student Life dept.), all say that meetings will move to a strictly digital format as long as the state of Massachusetts and NECC’s administration forbid the conducting of most public meetings, with Haskell saying digital meetings could begin as soon as Thu., April 2 (meetings are usually held on Thu.).

Meaning, the SGA plans to uphold statewide social distancing policies meant to slow the spread of the coronavirus. And while the SGA possesses the resources with which to convert in-person meetings to video conferences, members do worry that chief objectives of the SGA, like boosting low membership and bettering outreach between the organization and the student body, will be adversely affected by the cancelling of in-person SGA events. Such anxiety stems from members’ deeming in-person interaction paramount in attaining current top goals.

 The SGA usually conducts its meetings as in-person/teleconference hybrids, using the virtual platform Zoom, owned by Zoom Video Communications, to make up for the physical distance between members who, at the time of a given meeting, are at NECC Lawrence, NECC Haverhill or away from either campus. The fact that the organization already utilizes Zoom routinely means that transition to solely digital communication will likely occur without much trouble, reasons Cook. Speaking to the Observer, she said, “For my members, I think it will be a completely seamless transition.”

Cook did, however, express that she is uncertain about how guests will be figured into Zoom meetings, saying she does not know whether or not guests will contribute to the conferences by silently communicating in a chat bar or audibly speaking via video call.

  Haskell reports that the SGA also frequently uses other digital resources to execute its routine operations. Consequently, she thinks conforming to a remote setup will be a relatively painless process. She told the Observer, “This year we’ve been implementing different online tools and techniques. We have a Google Drive we’ve been saving stuff on. We’ve started a Blackboard [page]. We use Microsoft Teams so that all of our data from the past is actually digital now instead of being in a big folder sitting in our office. Since we were already moving that way, I don’t think we’ll run into that many difficult situations.”

 How a transition to a remote framework will affect overall productivity seems uncertain to SGA associates, though. Haskell argues that a purely digital meeting medium would be less conducive to side conversations than in-person meetings and would, as a result, encourage unwavering focus on pro-student initiatives. But Upham’s thinking appears more conflicted. For while she has stated to the Observer that the SGA’s constitution allows for essential procedures like votes to take place during virtual meetings, she has also said, “We can’t really help students [as much as we would like to] because we can’t [physically] reach out to all of them.”

 Especially impacted by recent limitations on outreach is the SGA’s effort to recruit new members who would continue current SGA initiatives after the graduation of today’s members. SGA members like Cook and Upham have framed recruitment as the most important SGA concern, and have recently proposed replacing executive board (elected official) meetings with tabling events whose focus is recruitment of general (nonelected) members. But now that tabling events are impossible, expanding membership has become a more arduous endeavor. And members like Cook are forced to rush to new, perhaps ineffective methods of advertisement. Cook has said, “It’s honestly a really rough situation…It makes me really anxious about our upcoming elections process, because we do need new members to carry on the student government legacy. We’re gonna try our best with social media outreach, but that will only reach students who have access to social media and know about us in the first place.”

Cook’s nervousness is compounded by the fact that rules regarding the coronavirus will indefinitely prevent the SGA from running public events for students, events like Valentine’s Day gatherings earlier this year, at NECC Haverhill and Lawrence, during which SGA members held talks about sexual health and distributed condoms to students. Such events are a staple of SGA on-campus affairs.

Other solutions Cook proposed when talking with the Observer include requesting to use the front pages of NECC’s main website and the college’s Blackboard website as advertising space, as these destinations attract perhaps the most views of any NECC-based internet resources. Haskell is also considering utilizing the SGA’s Blackboard page for outreach but adds that using mass emails to communicate with the student body could constitute an effective communication strategy as well.

   Cook, Upham, and Haskell all say that SGA members have been contacting each-other mostly as friends concerned for each-other’s well being, and that spring break, which was scheduled to end on Mon., March 23, and the recent pandemic have diverted members’ attention from student government matters. Cook added in her interview that she has largely avoided discussing initiatives with her members in order to give them space to deal with the financial and family ramifications of the coronavirus: “I’ve been contacting them in the form of making sure that they’re OK and have the resources that they need, but I haven’t wanted them to stress about student government tasks.”

Cook, Upham, and Haskell all said in their interviews that students are encouraged to contact the SGA directly, via email, with their individual concerns about how the coronavirus will affect the SGA’s ability to push for student interests. Meaning, each of the three wishes to avoid sending out a reductive, disconfirming message and wants students to approach the SGA, an organization meant to serve as a liaison between faculty and students, individually with their unique worries so that said worries can be adequately addressed.

All three want students to think of the SGA as an active organization whose capacity has not at all been diminished by recent changes. Haskell perhaps delivered this message the most eloquently in saying, “Students should just know that the faculty, staff, and student leaders are all still here. We might not be physically right in front of you, but we’re all just a phone call, an email, or Zoom away. Nobody’s alone in this…Always reach out and ask.”

NECC adminstrators explore adding a chief diversity officer

Higher-ups in Northern Essex Community College’s (NECC) administration are reporting that NECC is working to establish a chief diversity officer (CDO) position, an occupation whose primary functions are planned by higher-ups to mainly consist of bridging the seeming academic success gap between white students and students of ethnic minorities, ethnically diversifying the pool of applicants for various NECC positions and evaluating, and perhaps acting on, whether or not formal messages, like letters, sent to students and faculty of color exhibit unintended racial and/or ethnic microaggressions which can deter recipients from staying at NECC.

Addressing a Thu., March 5 public meeting of NECC Student Government Association (SGA) Executive Board members (elected officials who maintain oversight over SGA affairs) and general members (unelected officials without management obligations but who can still participate in discussions and votes), NECC President Lane Glenn and NECC Executive Committee Chair Sheila Muller, both of whom accepted a speaking invitation from SGA President Samantha Cook, together laid out a case for the incorporation of a CDO into NECC’s faculty. Glenn and Muller said that the creation of the position is still in its early, planning-based stages.

While no SGA members expressed skepticism of the possible value of trying to bolster the college’s racial conscientiousness via a CDO, one student guest, an audience to the meeting’s affairs, did object that he feared anti-white discrimination could result from an effort to aid minority groups in the hiring and learning processes on campus.

Glenn and Muller both responded to the student’s remarks by saying that no discrimination against any group is intended by the college to be a part of diversifying staff and addressing the needs of students of color.

Glenn claimed that equalizing success among white and minority students has been a priority of NECC’s administration for a relatively long time: “In terms of student success, the one goal that is most important is…closing the gaps between student success, specifically between latino students and white students. We are better than most community colleges in Massachusetts at that already, but there’s still a gap. And that’s unacceptable.”

The “gap” Glenn referred to was one he said was caused by several variable discrepancies, namely differences between white and latino student retention rate and academic performance. Glenn added that a holistic analysis of overall academic performance by NECC students revealed that all these variables together constituted an approximately 6% gap between the academic success of white and latino students. He did not specify what the units for this percentage are or what party or parties conducted the analysis.

Glenn emphasized the need for administrative change by saying that NECC is, “as of 2017, what is sometimes referred to as a majority minority campus. More than half our students are students of color; that’s not the case with our employees.”

A possible solution to what Glenn deems an unhealthy lack of student ideology representation among NECC faculty is, as mentioned before, the hiring of a CDO. Glenn explained what a CDO might be tasked with by saying, “When colleges look to potentially hire a chief diversity officer, sometimes what they’re doing is trying to hire a person who will put the pressure on department chairs and deans and vice presidents and presidents, right, to be a conscience [mediator] in hiring decisions and in disagreements between students and faculty or between employees.”

He elaborated, “[We need to hire someone] to create an environment [friendly to] people who historically may be underserved or who do not have the advantages they would have if the playing field were levelled.”

Focusing more on the less general, more micro scale of a CDO’s responsibilities, Muller, speaking to the Observer, clarified what levelling the playing field could look like: “It could be, simply, a document…Say, for example, you’re getting a suspension letter. Is the wording of that letter done in such a way that a student of a particular minority group would have a better response to, would not feel threatened by?”

Words like “termination” and “suspension” often carry especially negative connotations in the minds of students of color, said Muller. She added that a CDO would screen letters sent to students and NECC employees of color in order to ensure said letters are free of microaggressions.

Discussing with the Observer the equalization of opportunities across the racial lines of prospective employees, Muller argued that the CDO should also oversee an overhaul of how the college looks for job applicants. She postulated, “When you write a description [for a job] that is so convoluted, that [the magnitude of tasks] doesn’t really match the amount of money you’re willing to pay certain individuals, it creates a certain gap due to which people are just not gonna even look at [the job]. It doesn’t allow us to have a larger pool of individuals to tap into.”

If simplification of job postings were conducted, Muller said, then perhaps NECC would begin to observe long-sought-after ideological and ethnic diversification of its faculty.

Yet the proposed position of a CDO was not without its criticism. When Glenn paused the presentation to invite questions from SGA members and guests, a student guest raised his hand to express personal concerns of his. The student said, “I’m all for diversity, but one concern for me is that I see a lot of other colleges rejecting [qualified, white] students and faculty trying to enter an organization because they’re trying to diversify their area more [with students of color not necessarily as qualified as rejected white students]…Credentials versus diversity, you know?”

Glenn, possibly referring to federal precedent set by the US Supreme Court, responded, “To be clear, quotas are illegal and wrong. We will not drive change that way. We will not drive change because of certain [demographic] numbers or percentages [in our faculty].”

He went on to specify that appointing a person of color to act as a representative of the problems of their own demographic would not only be ineffective but also racist. Glenn also, more broadly, indicated that a CDO would not be hired on the basis of their own race but by how willing they would be to help recruit people who, in some way, push the interests of “underserved” communities. Meaning, the CDO and the officials they help hire could, theoretically, be white people of racial conscientiousness. Muller, talking to the Observer, concurred with the substance of this assertion by arguing, “When you talk about diversity, it’s not just the hiring of staff whose demographics mimic [those of] the student body; [the principles must be] integrated into every fiber of our being.”

But Glenn does hold reservations of his own in regards to formally establishing a CDO position. He contended that hiring a CDO could lead to indolence among members of the NECC administration: “In my own experience, sometimes when you make [chief diversity officer] someone’s job, other people feel that it’s not their job. And, in my view, everyone should share that responsibility…there might be others that think, “Well, you know, they’ll take care of that, so I don’t have to think about it.” I want everybody to think about it.”

After Glenn said this, Muller silently nodded her head in agreement.